Today... my team leader at work (who happens to be around the same age as me and has RED HAIR *drools*) asked me if I had any plans for tonight... of course, I told him no. I never have plans (I left that part out, though) and for the most part, I'm usually ok with that. But for some reason, after I said "No. Just watching Ghost Hunters..." I felt like a total loser. It made me want to cry the whole way home because (1) he probably thought I was a loser and (2) even if he DIDN'T think anything bad about me... I felt upset about it. It made me realize that I NEVER have plans that involve other plans. My plans consist of things like: tonight I am watching Ghost Hunters, Sunday I am going to the Opera with my mom, next month I will attempt to write a 50k word novel, etc, etc. All things I really enjoy... its just... I guess I just realized how lonely I am most of the time. And it's strange... If I "be myself' around other people like I'm supposed to, no one ever talks to me. And if I try to be fake like everyone else and talk about fake/superficial things like everyone else... people will talk to me a little... but end then end they never end up being my friends. We're supposed to be having a Halloween "get-together" with friends next Friday... and I could only think of one person to ask. I haven't even asked yet because I think they're moving towards not wanting to hang out with me either. You know... when I think back, after a huge fight at the end of 8th grade and a move to a new school which cost me my friends... I haven't had any super super close friends since. The ones I thought were my friends since then always move on to other people and just dump me. Just like that. Sometimes I wonder if this is all some sort of test or punishment from God. But He was human and he created our emotions so you would think he would know how painful loneliness is and wouldn't put us through it for so long. It's been over 6 years since I had CLOSE friends in 8th grade. That's too long. [WARNING! EMO LINE. PLEASE MOVE ON IF YOU HATE EMO-NESS] I've pretty much given up praying for friends, though. I spent four years doing that with no results (though, I suppose the people in my high school were NOT good people to be friends with). Now I pretty much just pray that the world will end in the morning. Is that bad? [END EMO LINE] Anyway. So yeah. Life is... meh. I say "meh" and not "horrible" because there are still those small happy things like new born kittens (which we have in our garage currently), favorite tv shows, and weekends to make life better. Also... I should be reading The Sound and the Fury currently... but after hearing it described in class the other day... it sounds horrible and I don't feel like wasting the energy on it currently. Also, I'm currently so sore from work that I can hardly move. Literally. Not fun.

In other news. I'm thinking of renaming my journal to "The Drama of a Broken Teacup" or "A Long Day's Journey into Night" because that pretty much sums up my life. I'm having trouble deciding which one, however.

This weeks observations:

First: Work is totally not worth it. I make a grand total of $21.75 a day (4 days a week). The other day my dad made $70 for me managing my stocks. (btw: my $2,000 investment is now worth just over $3,800 and growing daily).

Second: People are idiots. No explanation needed here.

Third: My photography is 10X better than the "artists" in town (I discovered this at an art walk in town today).

Fourth: Dracula is still alive. I saw him crossing the street on my way home today.

I want to go to Dragon*Con!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *throws a mini fit* They just now put rooms on sale for SEPTEMBER 2010 and ROOMS ARE SELLING OUT!! One hotel is already completely sold out! Sadly.. all of the hotels right next to the convention are a bit expensive. I found some in the area (as in, within 10 miles of downtown Atlanta) and they're about half the price of the ones downtown... but... driving to the convention? Finding parking in downtown Atlanta during a convention?! ... *sighs* If I buy my ticket now it's only $60 for the weekend... *cries* There must be a way!

Lets see... Hotel next door to the convention... just over $300 for the entire weekend.... so.... three people in the room... each person puts in $100... add the $60 price for the convention... $160 per person (or there abouts)? ... not so bad... wait... what about gas prices? .....
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perhaps I should find a fourth person. (I wonder what the hotel would do if we got a room for 4 people [2 double beds] and sneaked a 5th or 6th person in to sleep on the floor? ... what they won't know wont hurt them!)

I'm actually really really happy right now! Yesterday was a wonderful day. It started off a little rough because I woke up sick. I managed to make it through my first class though and started feeling better after that. Then I spent my break hanging out with James in the library (making that my first time to actually sit in the school library) and then I skipped my English Lit. class to stay in the library and study for my Women in Art midterm. After that I went to my Japanese class where I found out that I was one of three people who made a 100% on the first exam! I was sooo excited about that because (1) I was certain I had missed a few (2) I was the only girl who made a 100% (3) I was the only non-Asian who made a 100% (4) I didn't use up any of the bonus points I've been storing up which is good because I'll need them for oral interviews the week after next. Then there was the Women in Art midterm... sadly, I went blank on all the dates the second we started the exam. The only dates I remembered are those of Sofonisba Anguisola and thankfully, there were at least three questions regarding her work on the test! For the rest of the dates I had to guess but you know... I'm actually ok with that. I'll just study more next time. Anyway, then... I GOT TO GO HOME!!! I found out that I wasn't scheduled to work so I just got to leave right after my class. At home I enjoyed myself making a ALMOST fat-free Cookies and Cream pie before going to a book sale. These book sales a typically pretty frantic so you really just have to grab anything that looks half-way interesting so often I get home with books I'll never read. This time, I started out irritated because they didn't have that great of a selection this time but when I got home and sat down to read the backs I found that I wanted to read every single one of them and didn't know where to start! Then I ate a slice of the pie I made and was happy to discover that it was almost perfect! (surprising since the recipe was altered by me and my mom and, like I said, its almost fat free) The only problem was the store bought Oreo pie crust (the only part of the recipe we didn't alter). It somewhat tasted like cardboard so I'll be making my own crust next time.

As for today... I have nothing to do so I'm just going to relax. I slept in super late (I actually didn't mean to this time but oh well) and have spent the last few hours trying to restock my graphic resources as everything I had is on my laptop that I'm afraid to turn on as it might burst into flames (well, not really. At least... I don't think it will. It does get really really hot though). 

Random: I am turning into Hermione. Really this time. I went from, in 6th grade, thinking "So long as I get a high C.." to 9th grade thinking "I must have at least a low B" to a college Freshman thinking "must have a high B" to a college Sophomore thinking "I must have all A's" and now my thought process is "I must get as close to a 100% as humanly possible."

157 DAYS UNTIL LONDON

First Japanese test is tomorrow... I'm nervous! There's so much that's going to be on the test. everything from introducing yourself all the way to counting to 10,000 and talking about location and price. I know the vocab pretty well. I even know the Hiragana and Katakana... it's just sentences. >_< I can only do short, memorized phrases such as "denwa bango wa?" (what is your phone number) or "Ii o-tenki desu ne?" (nice weather, isn't it?). Conversation things (such as saying what I did today) are very hard. I think he said the test will be multiple choice so that should make it easy. Only problem is that oral interviews start the week after next so I'll HAVE to be able to speak a little then. In other school related news, I tried to access blackboard to do my assignment for Art History. Guess what? THE SITE DIDN'T WORK. *dies* Why is it that the ONE TIME that site actually worked for me was the one time I didn't need it to? Oh well. Either it will work tomorrow and I'll do the assignment quickly before class or it wont work and I'll just have to tell her the truth. I'm trying not to worry about things I cannot change.

Status updates: Started playing the Sims 3 again. Lovely way to waste HOURS *le sigh*. Somewhat like a guy I met one time at an anime convention. I haven't really talked to him much (because I'm too shy to really say anything. He's my friend on facebook) but the things he posts just strike a chord with me. Quite a few times I've thought, "I WAS JUST THINKING THE SAME THING!" But yeah. I also somewhat like a guy in my English Lit class but we're both so odd that our conversations consist of random things like, "So... I'm totally going to catch the swine flu *meaningful nod*" or "I like your shirt." I think I'm going to be a crazy cat lady. I've decided I want to have a cat sanctuary. I'll go to the animal shelter and say, "give me all the ones that no one wants." As far as friends go, I think I may have found a friend in my Japanese class. We were going to meet and study today with one of the Chinese nationals but his work kept that from happening. We have a lot in common and he is minoring in Religious Studies which was my original plan until I saw how few classes they offered. Maybe I'll end up with a good friend from this. And the Anime Convention is coming up so maybe I'll meet some people there since we're actually staying for the weekend this time. I'll be dressed as Hermione... How can I not make friends XD

life still sucks (see my previous post) but I'm in a much better mood now. I can has show you why??

( Things for happy moods )

Ahh. Yes. Cat videos/pictures (and our cats at home!!) always make me happy! =3 What would I do without cats? Anyway. Hope all of that made you happy. I'm off to study for my quiz. Maybe now I'll have a good day.

Life sucks. No. Don't try to convince me otherwise. So far, today has been THE. WORST. DAY. EVER!!!!!!!

(1) I wake up this morning and don't feel good (2) I make a mascara mess while trying to do my makeup (3) I go to my car and put my stuff in the back seat, then find a bee/hornet flying around in the front and I can't get it out (4) I THINK I saw the bee/hornet fly out of the car but not certain so I drive to school thinking that I'll be attacked (5) I get to school and find the parking lot where I normally park filled with tents and completely full of cars (6) I drive around campus to find a spot SOMEWHERE near my classes but only find a spot in an area with signs saying my car will be towed if its still there after 3:15 (7) I panic because I can't move my car at that time because I'll be at work (8) I attempt to call my mom... FIFTEEN TIMES. She doesn't answer (9) I send her two text messages. Still no answer. (10) I'm now late for my first class (11) I call my dad and ask him what I should do. His response: park in the shuttle parking (12) the shuttle stops running at 5:00. I work until 6:00 (13) I call my mom TWENTY MORE TIMES. Still no answer (14) I'm crying by this point and messing up my makeup (15) I leave my mom a voice mail and try to call again. She actually answers this time (16) Her advice: go home (17) I'm only allowed to miss class 3 times unless I have a documented excuse (18) I also have a quiz in Women in Art at 2:00 (19) work. Yeah. Can't miss it unless I call blah blah blah (20) I'm too frustrated to care so I leave school (21) Nearly get hit in the parking lot by an idiot who doesn't know what a yield sign is (22) I hit a piece of wood in the road (23) nearly get in a head-on with a fat woman in an SUV in our neighborhood because she felt like turning left INTO MY LANE (24) I get home... forgot to check my tires for nails (since pieces of wood often have nails in them) and find livejournal running slow. (25) I spent lots of time this morning picking a cute outfit and jewelry to match and now I don't get to wear any of it (26) I have to go BACK TO SCHOOL for my 2:00 class because I can't miss the quiz and I have to go to work.

I. Hate. Everything. Btw: my laptop is dead. The fan is dead and they told me it will cost about $300 to fix. Yeah. Right. So, no computer for me for the time being. I'm on my dad's computer since no one is home but me.

Hopefully the quiz/exam will be easy (work too). AND HOPEFULLY MY STUPID SCHOOL WILL NOT DECIDE TO PUT MORE TENTS IN MORE PARKING LOTS DURING THE AFTERNOON SO I CAN ACTUALLY FIND A PARKING SPOT!!! What's wrong with these people!!! There's like, 11,000 of us and we have a hard enough time finding parking as it is!!!!!!!!!!!! 

holy crap... I'm home alone... and I just heard a really loud, really strange sound outside and now the dog is barking.  *is scared now*

Alas. I am Hermione no more. Work has drained all of my energy and motivation. I'm slightly behind on my Japanese homework (it isn't due until next Monday, but I was going to do it early) but I have had no motivation to do anything. Not even my Japanese. I spent all day either (1) sleeping (2) playing Last Chaos (3) playing Mario Kart (4) coloring in a Hello Kitty coloring book (5) playing some games with my family. It was fun but now I'm really really tired... and haven't done any of my homework so now I have to do it all tomorrow. And I REALLY don't want to go back to school/work on Tuesday. I think I shall give up on life and... run away and... I don't know. Do something. 

In other news, I got a scholarship refund check for $1,200. I need to pay for London, my camera, and Japan (and attempt to buy either a new computer or laptop) but I'm considering putting $1,000 in the stock market. My dad has a stock he thinks will do very well in the coming months so he thinks that if I put in my $1,000 now I could have $3,000 by the end of the year if it does what he thinks it will. I may have to risk it. He says he'll sell if it drops 10% and pay me back what I lose... I'll think about it. If it does well I may be able to completely pay for Japan. I already own Bank of America stock. I put $1,000 in that a while back and have about $2,500 currently... soo.. but that's a long term stock. The new one would be one to trade (not hold). Anyway. That was completely random but oh well.

Swine Flu update: No fever and feeling better so I don't have Swine Flu after all :)  ... I wonder how many cases my school has now...

Today was actually a pretty good day (except for the whole "holy-crap-I-think-I'm-dying-from-the-swine-flu bit... but we'll get to that)!  Actually, the day was completely average until I got to my Japanese class. I always love Japanese class... I guess because if nothing else, it's far more entertaining than my other classes. Well, today when our sensei walked in I saw him carrying a Japanese book that was NOT a text book... needless to say, I was immediately drooling over it. About half-way through the class he announced that we were going to play a vocab/rock, paper, scissors game. And the prize?? ... A totally awesome, trashy, Japanese romance novel (the very book I saw him carrying into class). I thought immediately, of course, "I MUST HAVE THAT BOOK!!" In the game, each person drew a picture (of one of our many, many vocab words) on a card and then wandered around the room for someone to dual. The two people then play rock, paper, scissors and the winner gets to see the other players cards. If they can correctly name the object on the card (in Japanese of course) they take all of the cards. The person at the end with the most cards wins. Well... I wasn't doing very well, having only about 4 cards, until I got totally lucky twice in a row with the rock, paper, scissors (but then, I'm a totally awesome rock, paper, scissors player LOL) and managed to take all the cards from two people. After that... I totatally cheated and went back to my desk to hide. But hey! Theres a time to cheat and a time to play and I picked the perfect time to cheat because just 5 minutes later, Sensei called time... AND I WON!! I had 16 cards while second place was tied with 11 cards each. Sooo... I'm now the proud owner of a Japanese romance novel! Now... to be able to read it. I can read the Hiragana and some of the Katakana (note: there is a difference between being able to read and being able to understand LOL) but that Kanji... yeah... Oh well! I'll just practice reading the Hiragana and Katakana and SOME DAY.. I shall be able to read by lovely, trashy, Japanese romance novel!

In other not-so-fun related news: ... I think I have the swine flu. Seriously this time. As of yesterday there were 11 confirmed cases at my school. This morning I woke up with a stuffy nose, head ache, and feeling a little sick at my stomach (this time NOT stress related. Yes, I can tell the difference) but it went away by lunch. Then, durring work, I suddenly started feeling horribly sick again and didn't think I would be able to make it. Thankfully, I got off work almost an hour and 20 minutes early because it was slow today. Then.. I didn't think I would be able to drive home because I seriously thought I would be sick. I'm not feeling like I'm going to be sick anymore... but my head is KILLING me. Well, if I start running a fever.. I'll know. *sighs*

Oh well! Despite my throbbing headache I'm going to go study more Japanese and "read" my romance novel! :D

I started my first day of work today. Despite my near breakdown the day of orientation, I was actually ok with it until just before school this morning when I started feeling sick and like I wanted to cry. Thankfully, my first class was canceled so I was able to spend an hour with James walking around the campus which helped TREMENDOUSLY. Seriously. Just having someone to talk to and walking around to work off my nervous energy made me feel completely better. I was even able to drink a coffee and and eat my lunch. The rest of the day was great as far as my classes are concerned so, FINALLY, everything felt normal again. Of course... by the time my last class was over I was nervous again (I was seriously shaking) but, again, James was there to show me where I needed to go =3

So... for the work part...

( let's just say... it was interesting. )

Swine Flu update: My first classed was cancelled today. The note on the door said, "Mrs. -------------- will not have classes today due to illness." ... this could only mean one thing...

So... something really strange has been happening to me so far this semester... Yes, indeed. Somehow, I'm becoming Hermione. You see... All weekend I've been going, "So, what do I want to do now?" and every time the answer has been, "Homework! :D"  ... I know. Shocking, yes? I'm normally the kind of person who sits around doing nothing and saving everything until the last minute and, despite it causing a bit of stress, it's worked just fine for me. I made a 4.0 GPA last fall and graduated from my other school as an honor grad. and a member of an honor society all by studying and doing homework last minute. So... why I'm suddenly doing homework way in advance (yesterday I finished my Japanese homework that's due FRIDAY and today I started on some that's not due for several weeks) is beyond me. I just know that for some reason (stress/anxiety related? Heck if I know) it's all I want to do right now. I haven't even played Mario Kart ALL WEEKEND. So, maybe I should start going by Hermione? lol

Speaking of school related things... I'm considering changing my minor. It's currently Art History, but, ... I'm hating it. I mean, I love art so I thought I would enjoy Art History, but I just dread the two classes I'm taking (even though there is really nothing to dread about them) and I just have no motivation to do the homework or reading. I mentioned the idea of changing minors to my dad and his response was "I always thought you would do something with computers." I mentioned it to my mom today and she was all "Ok. You should do that." ... >_< I think some part of me wanted them to say, "No! You like art! Stick with Art History!" I guess I thought I was being stupid and wanted them to tell me as much, but apparently they think I'm not cut out for Art History as well, so, that's it then. I'll be changing my minor. I can't drop the two classes I'm taking (scholarship reasons) so I'll have to either take summer classes or add an extra class next semester to catch up but that should all work out fine. Now I just need to decide what to change to. Thankfully, I have the whole semester to figure it out. This time, I'll be smart and pick something I REALLY want to know more about.

Another random bit: Swine Flu has officially hit my school. One student had it Thursday and two more on Friday. Now there are bottles of hand sanitizer everywhere as well as posters about washing your hands and covering your cough. So, it's only a matter of time now. For some reason I'm very certain that I'll catch it. I don't know why (probably just being parinoid). 

Comment and I will give you a person. Find a picture of that person for each category. Post the results in your journal.

icanhaspancake gave me Rupert Grint.

( *squee!* Rupert! <3 )

I started writing and it turned into an emo post. Not a long emo post... but an emo post all the same. So, I hid it under a cut so no one is forced to view it unless the really want to. So... if you want to, be my guest. Just don't get mad at me for being "emo" or think I'm stupid or something.

( read at your own risk )

I can't believe how tired I am... I only had one class today and I got around nine hours of sleep last night... It's just awful! For some reason I'm just having a hard time lately... today marks yet another day that I did not eat lunch (I did eat some pretzels but I don't think that counts as "lunch"). At least today was a better day than yesterday. Yesterday I didn't find a parking spot so I had to park forever far from my classes and it took me just at ten minutes (walking very fast) to get to class (it took me fifteen minutes walking normal speed). I was going to NOT eat in my car (since I didn't walk to walk in the heat) BUT... I left my lunch in the car and so I was forced to walk all the way to the car to not eat (because my stomach hurt) and then walk all the way back. Yeah. Not fun. Like I said, today was better. Today I found a spot somewhat close to my class. I was going to go to the bookstore after class to see if they would take back the wrong one that they gave me and get the correct one... but I was SO TIRED after class that I didn't go (plus, I had left my campus map in the car and I didn't feel like walking to the car, getting the map, and walking across campus). *sigh* WHY IN THE WORLD AM I SO TIRED?!! Its annoying... maybe its the Japanese??? I've been studying it for hours every night (NOT for fun any more but because I HAVE to now) and its starting to drive me a bit crazy. I lost my last few hours of sleep this morning because I was drifting in and out of dreams where I was trying to figure out Japanese words and doing the online Japanese quiz things... it was very irritating. Anyway.. tonight I still have to (1) read for English Lit (I may do this during my break tomorrow. I'm too tired to do it right now...)  (2) Look over some crap for Women in Art (which is quickly turning into my least favorite class)  (3) ... study more Japanese *gah!*

Tomorrow I have to go to the on campus AND off campus bookstores to get my books replaced... I'm not looking forward to it. I hope I don't get lost or make a fool out of myself. ... also hoping I get a good parking spot tomorrow *starts praying now*

bye

Today has been a very good day! After thinking I was dying with the Swine Flu last night (yesterday was horrible! bleh!)  I've felt much better today. So much better that I even did all of my homework! Yes.. I got a start on things early. So far today I have (1) studied 40 Hiragana (2) did my assigned Japanese reading (3) read "Caedmon's Hymn" and "The Dream of the Rood" for English Lit. (4) attempted to do the assigned reading for Women in Art but the teacher posted the reading online and doesn't have her class open so I can't access it (5) sent an email to said Women in Art teacher (6) got a call from the job I applied for, missed the call, tried to call them back but got no answer or machine (7) gathered the receipts I got from the bookstores where I purchased my books and put them with the books I need to return (8) found all of my library books and put them in the kitchen so I'll remember to return them before they're due (9) picked out what I'm wearing tomorrow (10) painted my nails with a lovely silver glitter polish.

So yes. I'm in a good mood =3  Now all thats left to do tonight is put my backpack back together (there are books all scattered around my room right now) and study more Hiragana. I don't have to submit a progress report on my Hiragana until this Friday but I'm trying to get ahead. If I have the entire Hiragana list (on smart.fm) complete by Friday I'll get some bonus points. Oh how I love bonus! <3 Anyway. I'm also really enjoying my Japanese class. There are some very friendly people in there (as well as some VERY hot Asian guys... the hottest one just so happens to sit right next to me! *nervous*) and the teacher is funny and exciting. All that aside, learning the Hiragana online is just fun! I've been trying to think of funny ways to remember each character (to help me memorize them) and its been pretty amusing. I'll have to share some later. Well, that is all. I'm off to study! ... (that sounds really weird!)  *is Hermione*

So I had an entire rant earlier about stupid college students but since I basically collapsed when I got home (after actually eating something of course. I was somewhat sick again today, not as bad as yesterday thankfully, so I didn't end up eating anything until about 2:30 or so) I'm not as irritated as I was earlier so I'll save it for another time. Instead, I think I'll share a fun facebook thing I did yesterday.

( My life as a movie... )

Yes. I'm back. I wont even bother when excuses and promises this time. I'll just wait on that and see how long I last this time.

So. Classes started today. I wish you could hear how excited I am (or how sarcastic that was). I only have one class on Tuesdays and Thursdays (again. And I promised myself I wouldn't let that happen again as its a major waste of gas). This time... It's American Lit. II. My favorite (yet more sarcasm). Honestly, I hate American Literature. It's just so... annoying compared to English Literature (which I will have tomorrow at noon). Seriously. We have to read a novel by William Faulkner and, out of curiosity, I opened it and nearly gagged when I saw how they were talking. Thankfully we wont start that until after midterm. We already received our first assignment, though. Read the first 16 chapters of Huckleberry Finn before next Tuesday. Huckleberry Finn has to be one of my LEAST favorite novels ... EVER (aside from The Old Man and The Sea... another American Lit. favorite that THANK GOD we are not expected to read this semester, though we will be reading other Hemingway "classics." ... Will someone please bring me a shotgun now so I can be ready? ... only Literature nerds will get that *sigh*). Anyway. Luckily I have already suffered through Huckleberry Finn so I'll just skip reading that, thank you. After glancing at the syllabus, it looks like the only good thing we'll be reading is The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman. I've already read it but I'll enjoy reading it again. Something to look forward to, at least.

( Morning from Hell and Stupid Video Projects )

So, I made a twitter account awhile back and I've decided to start using it. I have no clue why I made one since (from what it appears) twitter is all about telling everyone you know everything you are doing... and I have two problems with that. (1) I know no one (2) I do nothing that others would find amusing ... but yeah. I made one anyway: http://twitter.com/katiecat88  So if anyone actually has one... add me! I hate feeling like the "loser with no friends" *voice in her head says: "but you are, though!"*

Lets see, lets see... I was actually responsible and did my mod duties for the RD challenge. Im so on top of things that I even added all the members in the category I'm modding to my address book w00t! As for what I've been doing and why I haven't updated like I should have... school, illness, stress, dragoncave. Yup. OH. And video games. I recently got my hands on every Nintendo 64 game ever made ... and I have them on my computer... and I bought a lovely game controller for my laptop... so *sighs* I know. I have no life.. at all.

So... sorry for not updating/being active everyone! I'll try really hard to remember to get on here and comment and everything

"We're all fucked. It helps to remember this."
- George Carlin

"If you wake up and you're not in pain, you know you're dead"
- Russian Proverb

OMG SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IRISH + RUPERT = HOTNESS!!!!!!!!! AOGNEFVIOWA FOIAWEJ IO *falls in the floor and squeals and dies and faewifioaewj*

Ok... I didn't want to see CherryBomb... but GAH! Cannot. Resist. Irish. RUPERT!!!!!!!!



I die a little every time I hear that accent!! *is trying not to sound like an obsessive fangirl... is failing*

I hate to tell you all this... but Im going to kill Sarah and kidnap Rupert Grint. Sarah is trying to take my baby from me... HE'S MINE!!!!!! *beats her to death with random things*